I didn’t hear you complaining when you got to cum too, jerk.
…y-you…uhm…do you remember our first real kiss? Not my fuck up, but the other one?
Of course I do. And I also remember you crying then too.
I also remember you crying the first time we had sex. And when I told you that I love you. And when I gave you your ring.~
Well, yes, but I mean, do you remember how big of a step for us that was? I was so terrified that we’d made a huge mistake and you didn’t actually want me and you were just playing with me, and then you breathed against me, and showed me that everything was okay and that I should stop sniffling and crying, and instead get you off? Because thats one of my favorite memories. I think almost all of my favorites are with you at this point.
I think you’re beautiful too, Zach. And I know you don’t like hearing that, so I’ll just say, “Prrroooww, Mas’r,” instead.
I think almost all of your favorite memories with me also involve a combination of you crying, hyperventilating, and cumming.
…do you remember the first time I ever touched you? Like, touched you? And you spanked me?
I know, I know. But…let me hear it?
Of course I do. I think that was called flirting.
I think you’re beautiful, Severus.
You’re such a cheesy bastard, but I can’t help but love you for it.
…even with all the gross scars on my back, sir?
Watch it. Having you in my lap is a perfect opportunity to spank you.
You already know how beautiful I think you are, kitten.
F2F: I don’t think it’s because I’m stupid. I hope not. I think it’s more because I’m an emotionally unstable, foolish, child sometimes. That describes Blake, right? I know it sounds dumb, but…I miss him. I do. Even if I’m angry. I miss him. And I think Eli wishes I were him sometimes. A little more brash, a little more free. But I’m not those things. And that makes it hard for us to be friends. He says he loves me, but I don’t think we’ll ever push past all of the Blake shit.
…it means a lot to me that you’d say that. I’m…I’m really tired of being the one in his shadow, you know? May…may I sit in your lap, sir?
Well of course Eli wants a dumber friend, it’s hard for him to keep up without processed D-grade meat and crayons. But you’re allowed to miss him even when you’re angry about the whole thing. I miss him too, and I look forward to beating the shit out of him some day.
Come here, Severus.
Blake couldn’t hold a candle to you, and that’s a fact. I’m not going to sit here and compare all the reasons why besides the obvious one that you’re definitely better looking.